Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Right now...

If I were to describe myself right now, 'WEAK' is the word!!Feeling weak in almost every aspect of my life. Too weak to force myself to focus on my thesis, too weak that I fall for the same lies over and over again,too weak that I actually believed every single thing anyone told me, too weak to get rid myself from self-destructive behavior, too weak not to let myself get into the hot water and the list goes on.........I feel like there's something that is now sucking all of my energy to live. I'm holding on to my faith and may that grows stronger day by day. That is my only hope...May ALLAH protect me from any calamity. Ameen...